urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crashthiswave ...is what dreaming disaster is like. crashthiswave 2009-09-17T02:51:58Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crashthiswave:177250 2038-01-19T03:14:07Z 2009-09-17T02:51:58Z It is going to be so hard to move away from my life..even if its only an hour away. My friends my boy my old job. Everything that i got comfortable in having around all the time. Its going to be a huge change up and im not sure i am ready to be alone just yet. Seeing my boy one or two times a week is going to be weird and seeing my friends so little will be weird too. Getting a different job and not knowing anyone. Having amanda around all the time. The one person i can go to about everything wont be around. As far as im concerned shane will have a shitfit when i leave and not let her talk/see me. She told me he cant do that. But he can...her and i both know it. Losing one best friend was enough this year and it will suck if i lose another. <br /><br />I have one main goal in my mind and i hope it all goes together right. <br /><br /><br />Col you and your family are in my prayers. I love you girl...your dad will always be with you.