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Job interview in a few hours and im too nervous to sleep. Plus i was out all night racing on 37 to actually do my resume till now. heh. RP and i had a deep conversation about what we are doing with our lives. He kinda made me realize about how getting my foot in the door is..and how i need to stop letting people hold me back from doing what is best for me. Idk where to begin with everything but i kinda feel like if i get this job that i should save up move out of state and go to school where it is cheaper. Im sick of struggling.

i just need the right mindset. the mindset of "fuck everyone im doing this for myself."