My cousins wedding was so beautiful. I actually talked to my uncle for the first time in forever cuz as a kid he was always so scary to me. My mom was kissing my ass and following me around. Tyler was absolutely the perfect date. I had such a good time.
Things are coming together. I am realizing that even though im far away from everyone..i am making the best of what i have. I have a job..and hardly any bills. Now on my days off i can go to see them and have money to actually go out and do things.
I was so afraid last week because i thought the distance was going to have an effect on my relationship with people. If anything..my friendships and my relationship with ty are so much better. This whole weekend ty treated me like a princess and all my friends hit me up to fill me in about whats going on.
My relationship is back with my father. He drives me crazy but at the same time its nice having him around. He was always someone i could count on.
My mom appologized 10000000 times about everything. I am just not emotionally ready to talk to her yet. i know she loves me..i do. Its just i dont trust that she is not going to hurt me again.
Ana is wonderful. She sits and talks to me about everything when i am home. I have not had a mother figure in my life since i was 16. Its kinda nice to have someone there who actually does love and talk to me like a mother as opposed to trying to be my friend.

I guess i took everything for granted that i had. I look at the bad as bad. I know that this is right for me now. I am saving money for a goal i would like to achieve. I want to actually LIVE my life.